Step Four- Boil your eggs. ***My husband taught me years ago how to make the perfect boiled egg. Place your eggs in cold water and bring to a boil. As soon as the water starts boiling, turn off the heat. Leave the pan on that eye for exactly 20 minutes. After that time, your eggs will be perfect in the middle and will look like this....
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Onion Eggs
Step Four- Boil your eggs. ***My husband taught me years ago how to make the perfect boiled egg. Place your eggs in cold water and bring to a boil. As soon as the water starts boiling, turn off the heat. Leave the pan on that eye for exactly 20 minutes. After that time, your eggs will be perfect in the middle and will look like this....
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Easter Water Park
Monday, April 13, 2009
One Strep, Two Strep, Three Strep Four
Unlike some other kids, Ella hardly has any symptoms. You would hardly know she was sick except for a very low-grade fever and a sore throat. I guess we are fortunate in that regard.
I didn't this so! This is sick Ella. Not too shabby, huh?
Unlike me, Lucy has really enjoyed Ella being sick. Actually, Lucy doesn't realize she's sick. She just thinks Ella is staying home to play with her. And play they have....
Lucy is not usually that interested in playing dress up. However, with Ella home she's been pretty much willing to do whatever Ella wants.
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Old Kate.....New Kate
But what if there is not a dramatic change? What if a change takes place and that person can't even tell its happening? That is how I feel. Erik often refers to me as "old" Kate and "new" Kate. Let me explain further:
Old Kate
- organized
- "together"
- accomplished tasks and set goals
- finished projects
- strived for perfection
- made lists---and completed them
- did not forget things
- multi-tasker
- satisfied after a days work
New Kate
- a disorganized mess
- so totally NOT together---EVER!
- starts tasks and may or may not finish them
- who has time for goal setting?
- feels extremely frustrated that I have several projects I would either like to start or have started that I need to finish.
- has accepted "good enough" as the standard by which all things are measured
- makes lists then loses them
- can't remember why I even walked into the room in the first place
- Multi-task...well, it's still a necessity.
- Still satisfied after an even longer days work, but for different reasons.
You see, when I decided to become a mommy, I never knew my life would change so drastically. I had no idea what becoming a mom would do to my "old" self. It wasn't just the outwardly things either. No, I still can't fit into the size 2 skirts that I wore before Ella was born and this stomach will never see the light of day again. But those aren't the things that bother me. Its the psychological and emotional changes that I have been through that make me wonder if "old" Kate will ever return.
For instance, I put my girls down for a nap today and just laid down in Lucy's bed and cried. My house is a wreck, I have no idea what I will cook for dinner, laundry is piled high and there is no end in sight. It's completely overwhelming at times. And that is where the ugly cycle begins. Some days I get so frustrated with all that there is to do that I can hardly will myself to move forward. Now before you tell me I need some kind of medicine, I've already tried that. How do you think I made it through the first 6 months post-partum (but that's a whole different story)?
But there is hope for the "new" Kate, I think. Some days I have small breakthroughs of organization and togetherness. Some days I actually accomplish all most that I set out to do. I know it will be an uphill battle for many years to come. I also know that as the girls get older they will begin to take on more responsibilities around the house and that will be a huge help.
So how, you ask, can I say that I still feel rewarded after a long day's work? Well, I take one look at my darling little girls as they peacefully sleep and realize that there is nothing greater on this earth. God so graciously allowed me to trade the "old" Kate for Ella and Lucy. I did not realize what kind of deal I was making with God when it all happened. Maybe if I did I might have been hesitant. Instead, God took care of all the details and I am now blessed beyond belief.
"Old" Kate might have had it together, but she had no idea what love really was. She had never felt quite as accomplished as the "new" Kate feels when her children so innocently say their night-night prayers. Or as proud as "new" Kate felt when Ella came home from preschool reading her first book. Even the sad times are so rewarding. For in those times my love for my children is confirmed even more.
Which ever Kate you liked better, which ever Kate made you happier, this is the Kate I am now. I dislike her a lot of times and wish she could/would change, but this is the Kate God is working on. This Kate loves her husband, her children and most importantly her Lord. That's all that really matters. We love to tell our kids they are a work in progress....well, so are mommies.
Erik jokingly bought this for me at the grocery the other day. Oh, how I wish the answer was in a bottle of water. I would have bought the stuff by the gallons several years ago. Did you notice that the name of this V-Water is "Focus?"Monday, April 6, 2009
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
March Visit
First of all it's nice having someone else in the house. I have mentioned before that I think the hardest part of being a stay at home mom is the loneliness I feel most days. Even now as I write my girls are sleeping, but I long for companionship. I would turn on K-Love, but I'm afraid to wake up the girls. I guess them sleeping is, in reality, more important to my sanity (and theirs) than music.
I also love it when they are here because my girls get to spend much-desired time with their grandparents. Oh how I wish we all lived so close together. They literally long for the time they have with them. When it's been a while since the last visit, the girls will start to talk about them several time a day. It's really sweet and sad all at the same time.
Lastly, my husband is seldom happier than when his parents come to visit. You can just see it on his face. He loves being outside with this Dad and just savors every moment with his Mother. They have a fantastic relationship and I just wish so badly that they were able to spend more time together. We really try to make the most of every moment they are here.
So when they came to visit in March, we did lots of fun things:
We made bread. I have written about this before, but the girls love to do this with Grandma. I could do this myself, but really. Isn't it nice for them to have that special memory with Grandma? (and it is a huge pain in the you-know-what to clean up afterwards. Flour ends up all over the kitchen)